Saturday, December 18, 2010

Hello people. I removed the tagboard because I saw that no one was tagging. Sorry I removed it because it's not receiving tags. and if you want to leave a message, just leave according to the post.

Yea.
Bye.

- Livia

Friday, December 10, 2010

"you are just a crazily obsessed SHINee fangirl"
stop saying those words, I'm not.
The reason I rant a lot about them is because I think they are awesome. You may not think so but I do.
Sleeping 4-5 hours a day.
Having problems everyday.
Loads of stress from school and homework.
There are times when I really feel like committing suicide, but no.
Because SHINee taught me how to live.
How to dream.
They remind me to never get cocky just because of a little achievement I made and keep working towards the goal I want to achieve.
Whenever I listen to their songs, my self esteem just shoots all the way up.
I want to meet them.
It just hurts how much that I cannot meet them because I'm restricted to do so.
I just want to meet them.
Even if it's for a really short period of time.
I just want to meet them and say
"thank you".

Friday, December 3, 2010

Stop violence against children

Hi to all readers out there, PLEASE change your twitter/facebook or w/e social networking sites display picture to a cartoon character as an act to go against children treated violently.
Any cartoon character is okay -
Spongebob, mickey mouse etc etc.
By Monday, 6 Dec, there should be no human faces on your display pictures, but an invasion of memories.
PLEASE DO HELP OUT. that's the least we can do though.

Thursday, December 2, 2010


Minho pwned xD
LOL
Actually, I'm getting really bored now. I'm tryna blog hop (yes and I am currently blog hopping)
And I am re watching SHINee's Hello Baby again. They are so funny :D
I'm beginning to miss SHINee idk why
they need more variety shows like Hello baby D:
Anyway I shall go back to watch hello baby again :D
BYE!~

Friday, November 26, 2010

Why?

Why mum...just why.
I have tried very hard and studied for hours when you weren't at home.
I studied despite feeling very tired.
I studied.
And studied.
And studied.
Just because I want to make you happy.
You see - ever since I failed prelim math, I've been trying very hard to make up for that. You only got mad at me for my math.
You never congratulated me for getting A in my other subjects.
You reprimanded me during the night...when I was using the computer, not studying. You said that I am still fooling around when PSLE is around the corner.
But you never know what happens at home.
I study a lot at home.
And yes, I do take short breaks to watch TV.
But I still studied. I study for at least 4 hours a day.
When PSLE was here, I was really nervous about the papers. Just that not all of my nervous-ness were shown.
I sleep at 12 or later before every paper just to refresh my memory about what I need to remember for the exam.
Then the exams finished.


So when the PSLE results were out...I called you. No, I called Denise jie first. I told her my results. She said it was okay.
I told bro. He said it was okay.
I told my friends. They said it was okay and encouraged me to do better.
I told Vincent. He didn't say much, except ask me to work harder when I'm in sec 1.
When I called you, you said "why so low?"
I was just really...disappointed. Then you said you were not upset and said that I tried my best at least.
Ok, acceptable. I was that disappointed.
But when I'm back home, you said why so low? And even said that you expected 230. Then after that you said that you think that 230 is also quite low.
TAKE NOTE PPL WHO GET 230+ - MY MUM SAYS THE SCORE IS QUITE LOW.
then I asked why. I thought it was okay and able to get into a few reputable schools.
she said she got into Cedar Girl's.
She FORGOTTEN her aggregate.
yeah. and fancy asking me why I have low self esteem when you were the one who called me fat, stupid and problematic child when I was young.



yea, my self esteem is so much lowered that I don't think I can even survive Sec 1 next year and probably flunk and repeat the whole year again.
all thanks to your bliss.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Nothing better~

Okay. So I my mood now is like currently in between happy and sad. Because I'm practically quite okay for my result as I kinda have a feeling that I'd get 211-215 :DDDD
OMG OMG OMG. I think that Zhenghua would be acceptable though.
I don't know.
Maybe.
Any schools to recommend?
Because all the other schools that accept me are in like Bedok, Clementi etc etc.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT SCHOOL TO CHOOSE D:
Congratz to Sneha. SHE'S THE HIGHEST IN OUR SCHOOL with 268. And also Gladys honey~ I'm so proud of her.
Some people were like kinda sad today
Some even cried.
Then when we were going home today. Huiloo kinda scratched her hand against a long, thick thingy
I WAS LIKE "OMG YOU DIDN'T NOTICE THAT ALL ALONG?!"
i mean its like, everytime when I go home, the first thing I'll notice is that thing lololol.
I can't believe she didn't notice it...
okay I shall not probe further in case she gets mad at me D:
I wonder how much is the haagen dasz ice cream or whatever you call it because I need to save up to treat my friends.
Gosh, those gluttons.
Ok. i gtg now. to celebrate :D
Zhi Jing said "now we're popping champagne"
lmao nice one.
Bye!~

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

whisper my serenade

Sup gees.
I changed my blogskin to SHINee. keke. Just had to.
and there is like a picture of SHINee making drinks in thailand fan party ^^ there ya go.
cr: fuckyeahdshinee.tumblr.com

Got it from there. Oh and credits to the fansite too.
Nothing much was like freaking done today. It's just some any other normal day. Except that there's no school and other stuff.
And yeah, one more thing?

Good luck to all P6s tomorrow.
You know why.
Because we are getting back our PSLE result slips tomorrow.
I'm guessing I'll get 220- 235.
Just a gut feeling.
But I definitely won't go below 200. Way too extreme.
Oh well. We can only know our results in 18 hours' time.

And please, PLEASE do not cry if you get really low marks. Because if you knew that you yourself tried your best but still get this low marks, accept it. At least you did put in the effort to study and tried your best to score well.
If you didn't...then well too bad.
As to those who get high scores, you can rejoice. ^^
And partay~
but no more partying after we enter sec 1. We has tha srs bzns.
Okay nvm if you don't understand those short forms.
Just don't cry, DON'T CRY, okay :D
Oh and honey, do inform me of your results :D
so long.