"you are just a crazily obsessed SHINee fangirl"
stop saying those words, I'm not.
The reason I rant a lot about them is because I think they are awesome. You may not think so but I do.
Sleeping 4-5 hours a day.
Having problems everyday.
Loads of stress from school and homework.
There are times when I really feel like committing suicide, but no.
Because SHINee taught me how to live.
How to dream.
They remind me to never get cocky just because of a little achievement I made and keep working towards the goal I want to achieve.
Whenever I listen to their songs, my self esteem just shoots all the way up.
I want to meet them.
It just hurts how much that I cannot meet them because I'm restricted to do so.
I just want to meet them.
Even if it's for a really short period of time.
I just want to meet them and say
"thank you".