paper bags and plastic hearts.

The time for play and laughter is over; for now seriousness takes over.

Yes indeed. No more play, Livia.

seriously...didn't turn up for band for 2 days. Went for science remediation. Everything sucks for me now. Idon'twantit Idon'twantit Idon'twantit.

So yea, going to report for band tomorrow. Raushan told me that Mdm Zakiah wants to talk to me tomorrow. Her main point of talking to me must be about me, not reporting to band for many times. Seriously in a foul mood today.

It's all over, face the music to thou whatever you have done.

And...I'll just have to endure all the scoldings I'm gonna get from my band instructors tomorrow. What happen to you Livia? what happen? you never used to be like this. A comment that I got from one of my teachers in the past. I have deeply thought about this. I realised that I aren't earning as much praises as I used to in P3. perhaps I'm one of those kids who get into bad company easily.

So you see, I'm really on the verge on giving up on everything that I have now. Really. I wish that I am a superhuman, able to fly somewhere else, not being sad or anything. But humans have emotions, don't they?

But thinking of FT Island just made my day brighter a bit. =)

-Livia.