Way to go

Sigh, it was th English exams today.

After th exams, I was totally drained.  yes, totally drained.  For no reason, of course.  I don't know how things turned out like this, but everytime exams finished, my mind would be in turmoil.

Would I fail?

Would I pass?

Would I pass with flying colours?

Would I fail with terrible marks?

I don't know if there's a phobia about exams within me which I hadn't realise all this years.  I tried to think positive, yes and it does work.  But not for eternity.

I told myself that I would definitely pass.  Yes, I passed.  But with not flying colours.  I realised what my weakness are actually, my aim is always to pass, but not in  a higher aim.  Why? Me myself do not know th reason why too. 

Whatever it is,

Way to go.